Today.... 我要快乐....

Today is one of the good day I have after so many bad ones behind me... maybe is because I started my day reading "venus starting over. It some how reflect on myself how I am feeling and why I am feeling like that, and what I should do to get myself really moving ahead....

I planned my weekend:
1) Morning- going for a picnic myself. At first I invited someone to go with me, but I guess I want to be alone with myself to be in tune with the nature.
2) Afternoon- I will go to arab street to get some beads. keke. I went to this aboriginal art gallery and saw their art design is very beautiful and would like to sew them as a t-shirt design (of coz with some molification). Hope I have the endurance to do complete it. Long long time never do art and craft. ke ke. I rememebr back in my school days I always like to do cross stitch, knitting, etc.
3) After that I decided to go for a massage!~! around the corner. My first massage!~! shhhhhhh!~!~ ke ke ke
4) At Night time- ah bee and kat invite me to play mahjong, drink, watch soccer, la la la. I guess just join in for the fun and catch up some long lost friendship.

One step at a time.... I can do it.... to feel back the feeling... no one will understand how i felt now... what is it like to feel nothing... like other I also wish to be happy... 我要快乐

又被爱伤了一遍
无所谓当作成长
刚刚走开的人
烟还点着味道却淡了
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有
我要快乐我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的
把从前想了一遍
谢谢了伤我的人
想做乐观的人
每种雨声听了都不冷
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有
我要快乐我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
我的决定是对的